I mean, I'm using every social networking tool I have right now. Including the dreaded Myspace. I just feel disconnected and lonely and pathetic and sad. (The world's tiniest violin is playing for me...)
I don't know. I have all these hopes but I don't seem to be acting on them. I want another beer but I have to drive Kelly and Corey and I don't want to kill them. I like them.
Studying will be my way of reaching out tonight...wish I could call somebody.
I finally strung my guitar. I started playing a little bit...I forget so much. I forgot what strings were what. I had to look at the packaging (E, A, D, G, B, e). Sad. It makes me sad. I'm also seriously low on money. I need a job. I need a life. I need to stop using the Internet to express my frustrations and fears.
Maybe I made a mistake.
I mean, I don't regret it.
It was worth it. Oh god it was worth it.
But...
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